On film
Life on film lately. Love y’all, I’m blessed.The rolls come back in batches. I post them months late, in parts, out of order.
Not until I’ve seen Hawaiʻi.
Three accounts. Nothing crossposts between them.
24 films past ten thousand views, 4 past a hundred thousand, one past 3.7 million.
Worked with
Style Cruze, July issue · Parkway Drive at Summer of Loud · Noize MC at Knockdown Center · the 152nd Kentucky Derby with the Mansion team · the US Open · Jamila Reine Models · Filmbytwo Studio · Gunstock Ranch
From the grid
On both sides of the camera before I was twenty.
I was on the other side of the lens first. Borrowed coats, rooms that belonged to other people, a photographer telling me where to put my chin. Then someone put a camera in my hands and the whole thing turned over. I liked it better from behind. I still do.
Two of these are mine. The rest are of me, and I remember the afternoons behind all of them. The cold, mostly. And the long walk back through GUM with my hands pulled into my sleeves.
Moscow first. Then New York, which I did not pick and would not trade. The islands whenever I can get there, and New York again after.
I arrived in New York as one person and became a completely different one, and it did not take long.
I had wanted Los Angeles. Fate arranged it so that another city met me with open arms, and I have been arguing with that city ever since. Love and hate relationship. I am still here.
There was a quieter place before it. The best and the saddest moments of my life happened there. Then I left.
New York taught me what I had never felt before: being in love, being alone, and knowing that my life belongs only to me and that everything depends only on my actions. It tested every cell of my body for strength.
I’m just a simple Russian girl.
The Derby at Churchill Downs. Two weeks at the Open. It took ten years to get in the door.
In the crowd in Moscow for Parkway Drive, 2016.
Nine yearsIn the pit in Wantagh, New York, 2025, shooting them.
Churchill Downs starts at 6:30 and the light on the backside is still blue. By the afternoon it was hats and silks and a crowd that sounded like weather.
At Flushing Meadows I have filmed Sabalenka, Sinner and Djokovic, and I will not shut up about the Honey Deuce. Vodka, lemonade, a float of raspberry liqueur, and three melon balls cut to the size of tennis balls, which is the entire joke. The clip where I explain the name has 821,000 views.
Editorial, portrait and artist commissions. I style most of these myself, and the credits say so. See all 72 →
Commissioned work · 2023 and 2024
Published in @stylecruze, July issue
Exiting 2024 with no man, no situationship. Just a fresh mindset, a radiant smile, mental stability, a strong body, financial independence, self-respect, and an unapologetically massive ego.D.S. · 30 December 2024
I had never slept outside a house before. The cockroaches were almost the size of my hand.
Hawaiʻi had always been one of my dream destinations. My parents constantly asked when I’d return home to Russia, and I always replied, “Not until I’ve seen Hawaii.”
While I’m not heading back yet, I finally made it to Hawaiʻi, a place that has profoundly transformed my life. For almost three weeks I lived in a tent on a small family-owned farm on Oʻahu. After the frenetic pace of New York, it felt like a rejuvenating breath of fresh air.
Born and raised in Moscow and moved to NYC after, I was a true city girl. In New York, people hustle for money, recognition, and success, just like I did. But somewhere along the way, I forgot what happiness felt like. Hawaiʻi taught me to find joy in the small, everyday moments. I found happiness in planting pineapples, getting my hands muddy, eating fresh food.
D.S. · Posted to Instagram, June 2024
Mahalo Pele for letting me get so close to you.
Kīlauea · Big Island · 19.4069° N
The rolls come back in batches. I post them months late, in parts, out of order.
It started at Gunstock Ranch on the North Shore. Then Tennessee. Then a week at Churchill Downs, working.
Surfing. Snorkeling. Paddleboarding. Sleeping in a tent. All of it for the first time.
Bags, out of sparkly yarn. Somebody asked for a tutorial. There isn’t one.
Two weeks at Flushing Meadows. My legs have not forgiven me.
From the feed
The rest of it
153 films. 6,002,752 views. 24 of them past ten thousand, 4 past a hundred thousand.
Brand partnerships
Short films made the way I make my own, shot and cut by me, delivered ready to post.
Hotels, resorts and tourism boards. I am on the islands most years and I know how they photograph.
Multi-day coverage with stills and vertical video delivered together, like the Derby and the Open.
Photography
Fashion stories, lookbooks and campaign assets, in studio or on location.
Musicians, press images and album art. I shoot the shows too.
I style most of my own shoots. I will style yours.
Send the brief, the dates and the deliverables. Rates come back the same day, with usage and exclusivity priced separately.